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TODAY, I AM 18 ! =] =] =]
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Senior year is great. Im having such an awesome time! I have the greatest friends in the world and a great family. Everything is good and I want to keep it that way =]
HOMECOMING THIS WEEKEND ! =] im excited
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This week hasn't been too great. a lot of things are going on...my head is going in circles...idk what to do anymore...but all i know is i cant wait till Novemeber 2nd. im seeing michael graduate and then he gets to come home for a month. im excited. also oct. 21st kate is having her halloween party which should be so much fun ! im being a referee =] (slutty one) haha
well i hope things straighten up...im just so afraid of letting go...this is extremely hard =/
</3
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So. this year is just great! no hard classes, schools so easy and my friends are the greatest! I just visited Montclair this weekend and I AM IN LOVE. im practically in because of lacrosse, but now i just have to see Rowan and then its between those two ! im also going to see westchester and i applied to Ursinus but i dont want to go there anymore cause there dont even have my major? so its pointless, but LIFE IS GOOD. 2 more weeks of this SAT crap then taking my last SAT. work is fun and good. And a monthh and a few dayst till i get to see my michael! hopefully ill be able to go his graduation if my parents arent being gay! i dont know how to convince themmm! what should i dooo!!! ugh! well anyway imm hungryyy. LATA
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I LOVE FRIENDS. this weekend was freaking AWESOME. i think i was wasted the whole weekend...hahaha this year is going great so far. I went on a college visit Friday..it was interesting. i visited Ursinus. im so scared to go to college. i dont want to leave even though im prolly only going to be 30 minutes away...i dont want to go. ill miss my friends too much. but i shouldnt be thinking of this now...i want November to come. i want things back to the way they used to be also....i want to be happy all the time..I want him home. =[
Idk what to do.
THE FORMAT,STARTING LINE,GYM CLASS HEROS. NOVEMBER 4TH. =]!
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So This weekend was eventful and tiring. The first weekend as seniors and id have to say it was pretty fun. I worked all weekend but Saturday went out with some of my girls and went to a party with just a bunch of people in our grade and it was just really fun and everyone had a good time. I have been sick like all week well for the past two weeks ive had such bad allergies and now i have really bad sinus infection. blah it sucks.
Alot of stuff is on my mind also..and idk what im going to do about the situation...=/ i need to stop being so upset all the time...
kay well i neeed much needed sleep.
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[05 Sep 2006|07:40pm] |
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HOLY CRAP. school starts tomorrow. IM A SENIOR. im stoked.
SO LONG SWEET SUMMER....
HELLO SENIOR YEAR ! =]
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[03 Sep 2006|08:24pm] |
It sucks when your boyfriend doesnt even call you on your anniversary....=/
things havent been going well.
i cant wait for school.
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So this week is having its ups and downs. im either tired, happy, or emotional. In the beginning of the week started off with crying myself to sleep two nights in a row which hasnt happened in a while...and then i was so happy yesterday cause me and jenna went shopping at KOP and we spent 300 dollars! =] and now im just tired and I called out of work cause i just need a break. I think I just have so much on my mind. I have a problem with looking ahead to the future too much instead of taking each day by day. I got really upset and took all my emotions out on my boyfriend and said some really dumb stuff and making it sound like its his fault that hes in the ARMY and im stuck here which is stupid cause nothing is his fault. I just miss him so much and i want to do WHATEVER I CAN to just be with him and so I'm thinking now about college and im going to be starting to look at colleges, but I also think about me and michael because I want our relationship to work out and I want to be able to see him and visit him...but i think i need to stop worrying about that now and just take each day at a time...but i really cannot wait till he comes back in Novemeber! im hoping to go see him again October 7th and hopefully ill be able to go to his graduation ! =] our 8 months is this sunday !!! im like excited! and bwolls birthday saturday which should be fun. all my babaygurls are going to philly for the night !! okay enough of this. im going to shower & take a nap & pray that my baby calls ! LOVE YA
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So the family party was a success. it was so fun ! i love my family & everyone else that was there ! it was a good weekend ! So this week i work mon 11-7 tues 8-3 wed 5-cl and thurs. 4-cl and then friday going to VA with my mommy and jenna and then SATURDAY SEEING MY BABYYYYYYYY BOYY !!!! =] im soooo EXCITED! and im going to be nervous later but i cant wait ! i hope they let hug him and kiss him cause some bull that you cant when hes in uniform. F THAT SHIT. hahaha oh boy i cant wait to see my baby ! dont worry ill have pictures ! okay just wanted to update you on my week. school starts soon ! oh my god.
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[18 Aug 2006|12:02pm] |
TEN EMOTIONS
1. are you missing someone right now?:
---> UM EVERY MINUTE OF MY LIFE !
2. are you happy?:
---> yes
3. are you talking to anyone right now?:
---> my cousin jenna
5. are you German?:
---> nope
6. are you Irish?:
---> yesm
7. are you French?:
---> nah
8. are you Italian?:
---> yesm
10. do you like someone right now?:
---> OH YES =]
TEN FAVORITES
1. televison show:
---> NEXT. FULLHOUSE. LAGUNA. THE HILLS.
2. flower:
---> roses
3. color:
---> purple and black
4. sport:
---> LACROSSE
5. mall:
---> KOP or cherryhill
6. music:
---> anything good
8. season:
---> winter
9. animal:
---> puppy dogs
10. state:
---> um NJ?
TEN FACTS
1. hometown:
---> MTL
2. hair color:
---> brownish redish blondishhh?
3. how old are you:
---> 17
4. hair style:
---> straight or curly or up
5. eye color:
---> hazel
6. shoe size:
---> 9
8. skin color:
---> white. well somewhat tan
9. Single?
---> NEVER
10. lefty/righty:
---> righty. but i cut with a knife with my left?
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. have you ever been in love?:
---> I AM NOW =]
2. do you believe in love?:
---> YES
3. why did your last relationship fail?:
---> who knows. relationships in the past with me never turned out good cause the guys were always assholes.
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
---> mhmm
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?:
---> yup =/
6. Have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?:
---> eh
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?:
---> duh, who hasnt !
8. are you afraid of commitment?:
---> no
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?:
---> yup =]
10. have you ever had a secret admirer?:
---> prolly
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
1. love or trust:
---> trust
2. hard liquor or beer:
---> beer
3. night or day:
---> night
4. one night stands or relationships:
---> relationships
5. television or internet:
---> internet
6. pepsi or coke:
---> neither
7. wild night out or romantic night in:
---> romantic night in after the wild night !
9. phone or in person:
---> in person
10. msn or myspace:
---> myspace
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?:
--->nope...well they knew after ! haha
2. have you ever skinny dipped?:
---> DUH in the day time ! hahah
3. have you ever done something you regret?:
---> MOST DEF !
4. have you ever bungee jumped?:
---> never
5. have you ever been on a house boat?:
---> nope
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?:
---> no?
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?:
---> well i was so excited when my baby came home and i went to his house and he didnt just make me fall. HE FOOTBALL TACKLED ME ! and it kinda hurt? hahaha but yah i loved it !
9. have you ever danced in the rain?:
---> yup
10. have you ever had a hang over?:
---> hahahaha. thats funny
1. Honestly, what color is your thong?
ew. i hate thongs
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
my boyfriend..like usual. i miss him like crazy and the only thing i want is to see him next weekend and just hoping that things work out for the both of us =]
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
nothing. about to go in the shower cause i have to get ready for work
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
it depends
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
nope
7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
not really...only when im on vacation? weird
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now??
eh. kinda. not reallly
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
MY GIRLFRIENDS =] when i get to talk to my boy and family
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yes
11. Honestly, do you pick your nose?
ok. well hahahha
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
nope
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
YES
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
nope
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
nope
17. Honestly, are you loyal?
yes
18. Honestly, are you in denial?
no?
19. Honestly, who would you wanna see right now?
michael !
20.Honestly, do you like anyone?
yahhhhhh
21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
mmhmmm =]
22. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
i think almost 8 months explains alot...hahah
EMOTIONS
1. What do you do when youre mad?
scream and cry really loud !
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i dont really know? i dont think ive ever been that mad
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
dont think so..
4. Do you swear when you're mad?
yea
*CRYING SECTION*
1. When was the last time you really cried?
last week
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
ohhh yes
4. Do certain songs make you cry?
mhmm
5. What usually makes you cry?
missing my michael =[
*Happy Section*
1. Are you normally a happy person?
yup!
2. What can make you happy?
girlfriend, bf
3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
DUH
4. Do you believe in yourself?
sometimes
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
sometimes
6. Are you one of those people that think they are fugly, dumb, or gross?
i think im dumb sometimes...haha i dont have the brains in the family...just the athletics.nooo im not that dumb trust me !
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So Monday I went to Sea Isle with Tine to visit my jennnna and then at night I went out with Danielle to michaels friends house. it was fun. Tuesday and wednesday i worked and yesterday i shopped with Tine and then went to the alcorns. Today I have work 2-close then prob. hanging out withh some of the girls. and tomorrow is the GREAT FAMILY PARTY ! im pretty excited tho. my family is CRAZY. this should be funn =]
school starts in like 2 1/2 weeks.
im going to VA next weekend and taking jenna, but not sure yet if im going to see my michael =[ im hoping !
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LETS SEE. my week consisted of working all week and making 300 dollars. and seeing movies such as World Trade Center, Shes the Man, and Step up which was amazing ! ! and hanging out with bestfriends. tonight is beeancas grad. party with all my work crew friends and tomorrow me and tine are taking a ride up to sea isle to visit my bestest friend jenna =0 and more work next week and family party. lifes good. =]
oh and like 2 weeks till i see my AMAZING BOYFRIEND <3
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[09 Aug 2006|11:21pm] |
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So Yesterday I had work 10-4 but he let me out at 2 which was nice. theyve been doing that to me the past two days...really nice...haha then i came home showered and went over to visit the alcorns. its like my second home there. i swear. haha, but i ALWAYS enjoy going over there. Michael sent home with mr and mrs alcorn little things he bought me =] hes sooooo adorable. he got me an ARMY snow hat, a teddy bear in an ARMY suit, a pin that says i love my soldier and a tshirt ! i was really happy and he has new pictures that i have. hes so handsome ! and HOPEFULLY if things go as planned i will be seeing him the weekend of the 26th !!!! im so excited ! yah so last night i hung out with all my girlfriends and wow. it was crazy. hahahaha ali threw a little jam at her house and yahh i was gone, and then i passed out during the whole thing. i was so tired, but it was fun. me and ali kicked ass in pong. we played kings and fuck you pyramid and some bucket game. yup thatll do. hahaha today me and jenna ordered a bunch of food and watched SHES THE MAN. which is an EXCELLENT movie by the way. OH AND IM IN LOVE WITH CHANNING TATUM. yah..hes my 2nd boyfriend. and hes in a movie this friday that i just might have to go see cuz hes in it !anyway...me ali kate and jenna saw World Trade center tonight and i never cried so hard in a movie theater. but it was a great movie...okay so this is really long..LATA.
here he is..
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Today i was so freaking tired ! I had work 8-2 then i came home and fell asleep till 6. idk why i was so tired...i work practically alllll week. tomorrow 10-4 thurs. 4:30-close same with friday sat.2-close and sunday 8-3. im going to be RICH. haha hopefully, thats if i dont SPEND IT! boyfriend called me tonight ! =] as me and my mom were watching cliffhanger. Hes not in OK anymore hes in VA. and he doesnt like it =[ but they let him keep his phone so i should hear from him everyday hopefully. AND HOPEFULLY things go as plannnnnned. me and my mom are driving there in 19 days to my sisters but shes taking me to see michael for the weeekend ! so im prayinh everything works out ! i am so excited !! but i dont want to get my hopes up. BUT I CANT HELP IT! hahaha i have alot of parties coming up....beeancas going away party...BKS...my HUGE family party next weekend...summers going by fast =[
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So, jamaica was amazing. ITS GORGEOUS at our resort. and it was so BIG ! i want too gooo backkkk!! yah, my bf graduated !!! =] i wish was there to see him, i got to talk and see him on video though, i cried..because i just wish i could be with him, but his friends are going to visit him in 2 weeks. and my mom PROMISED me she would take me to see him since they didnt let me go see him graduate...sooo hopefullly ill be seeing him soon ! i spent the weekend with his family. kara, abbey and there aunt uncle and cousins. it was fun ! we saw eleventy seven on friday night. sat. talked to michael and then we went to OC boardwalk at night and went on rides and walked. yahh my parents come back today from massachusetts. and i think tonight is a girls night at brittanys. so im excited to see all of them ! miss my friends ! well im going to upload ALL my picturesss. theres alot. ttyl <3
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I LOVE MY BESTFRIENDS TO DEATH ! summer is a great season =] KELLY CLARKSON TONIGHT BITCHES. im leaving AGAIN tomorrow for a tournament up in NY. so ill be back sunday then i come home and go to JAMAICA!!!!!!!! AHH I CANNOT FREAKIN WAIT !!! then when i come home my bf will be graduating !!! and then gets shipped closer to HOME!! =] =] =] ! life is good.
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I LOVE SUMMER ! =] yesterday was my 6 month anniversary. I took Michaels little sister to lunch with her friend and then we went shopping and then at night me and brittany went to the fireworks. it was fun but i wish boyfriend was there =[ but he surprised called me last night which made me very happy and he has off today which means he can call tonight ! two days in a row! havent had one of these since like MAY! im excited. me and mom went shopping this morning and she bought me a new bathing suit! im in love ! its white and pink polka dots. its cute. I have to pack because im going to the University of Virginia lacrosse camp tomorrow with ali goodman till Sunday...i dont feel like going but im kinda excited to go to a sleep away camp. get my mind off things like mike and make time go by quick even tho i dont want summer to end. I partied to straight nights sun and monday which was really fun, but thats enough for now. im tired and have to pack.
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summer is going great. i am having so much fun with my bestfriendssss <3333 work is FUN. and it feels good to have money finally ! and lacrosse is going well and im starting to loook at colleges and talking to the college coaches. I'm excited for Kelly Clarkson and Jamaica ! and I miss my boyfriend more than anything ! i love him and cannot wait to finally be able to talk to him again and see him ! August 4th =] ! <333
hope everyones having a good summer !
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